...or week...or whatever.
For some reason I was
super emotional last week. I cried almost every day. I didn't feel like cleaning (well, fine, I
never feel like cleaning, but it was worse than usual), I made pathetic meals, I didn't go on walks or take Jane to the park. I don't know
what was going on! Luckily it has passed, but I thought I'd share one story from my week.
Before I tell the story, I just want to include one little fact:
I don't bake cookies. If you have ever had cookies I "made", they were from store-bought dough. Over the years the few times I have attempted cookies from scratch have been unsuccessful, so I gave up. I'm not sure when I last attempted cookies, but I think it was on my mission.
Anyway, back to last week...
I was bored, emotional, and unmotivated. The only thing I was looking forward to was our Relief Society dinner on Wednesday. Caleb had agreed to watch Jane so I could enjoy the night without worrying over her. This may sound a little pathetic, but I crave social interaction, and I was really looking forward to a night out with the ladies. I even signed up to bring a salad.
Interestingly enough, we had not
one, but
two dinner invitations that night. It totally bummed me out that we had to say no, but as I already said, I was excited to go to the Relief Society dinner
and I had committed to that salad.
By 6:30 pm, my salad was in the fridge, Caleb and Jane were finishing up their dinner (with exactly enough for just the two of them--no leftovers, no hassle!), I had changed my clothes, and had my makeup on. As I waited a few more minutes--I didn't want to get there too early--I decided to check the flyer again and make sure I had the time right. Yep, 7:00 pm. Unfortunately, it was the
date I had wrong. The dinner wasn't until the next day. I (of course) started crying and then, realizing how hungry I was, started to scavenge something for my own lonely dinner. The best I could find was a $1 microwave meal that had been sitting in our freezer for months.
Let me just insert a small reminder here that we had declined
two dinner invitations. OUCH.
I was feeling so forlorn (and hungry!) that I worked up the courage to attempt baking some cookies using minty chips my mom had bought me in December.
I was nervous about how they would turn out, especially since it wasn't your typical chocolate chip cookie. But
oh! what a beautiful, blissful moment when I took my first bite! The bitterness of my day was washed away in gooey, minty, chocolate deliciousness. The closest thing I can relate it to is how I felt when I finally decided to have an epidural after 18 hours of labor:
very happy.
I highly recommend them to any of you who like mint and chocolate, and
unlike the epidural, your legs won't go numb.
Caleb's and Jane's dinner:
my salad
before it sat in the fridge for a day:
my dinner:
mint chip salve for the soul:
(You can get the recipe
here, if you're interested. And you
should be interested.)